Today was Orientation for Nursing School
7:15 a.m. Alarm goes off... I'm not used to waking up this early... hit snooze a couple times 7:30 Drag myself out of bed with my eyes half open, go to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth 7:45 Carefully put on clothes that I laid out the night before... I haven't laid out clothes like this since the first day of high school... 7:47 desperately looking for the pink flower to match my pink shirt 7:48 found it! 7:49 run downstairs to grab something to eat, but then quickly turn around and head back upstairs when I realize I don't have enough time. 7:50 flipping out my hair with a curling iron, my hand is shaking. Why is my hand shaking? Why am I so nervous? 7:56 take the pink flower off your shirt, you look like you're trying too hard to be cute 7:56 Spray Cherry Blossom perfume. Oh NO! I spilled some on my shirt. What do I do? What do I do? Take off shirt and wash off spots in bathroom sink. Run downstairs and throw it in the dryer. 8:05 I'm supposed to be out the house soon and my shirt is still wet! And, I'm missing something... what am I missing? What did I forget to do? 8:12 Grab my shirt from the dryer and put it back on. Wait, it's a little wrinkled. Iron it and then put it back on. 8: 18 I decide to keep the flower on. But why do I still feel like I'm missing something? 8:25 Final touches. Hair in place? CHECK. Outfit look nice? CHECK. All the medical forms required for orientation? CHECK. Did I pull the iron out of the priza? CHECK. Phone? Wallet? ID? CHECK, CHECK, CHECK. SO WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I LACKING?????
I didn't realize it until I was in my car on the way to school. I realized what was missing. I didn't have fellowship with God this morning. My HOLY and PRECIOUS God. That is why even though my mind was filled with so many things, I felt partially empty because I was not fed by the Word. I felt so ungrateful! The Lord is the One that gave me a way into Nursing School - all praise be to Him- and I couldn't even find time for Him today, on this momentous occasion.
You can bet I'm going to have an awesome QT tonight :)
I didn't realize it until I was in my car on the way to school. I realized what was missing. I didn't have fellowship with God this morning. My HOLY and PRECIOUS God. That is why even though my mind was filled with so many things, I felt partially empty because I was not fed by the Word. I felt so ungrateful! The Lord is the One that gave me a way into Nursing School - all praise be to Him- and I couldn't even find time for Him today, on this momentous occasion.
You can bet I'm going to have an awesome QT tonight :)
3 Comments:
At 7:51 AM,
Doctor Andy Nixon said…
well, well... i'm proud of you! way too many times i forget until maybe midnite that i didn't even touch the Bible or anything that might even contain some sort of biblical truth! i'm proud of you that you made it thus far in school and that you are doing what you desire and are deeply passionate about doing... at least last time i remember you were! =D by the way, AM 560 is a radio station. i'm sure i don't have to further explain what it is! :-)
At 7:07 PM,
Anonymous said…
i love you so much!!
come visit again soon.
At 7:08 PM,
Anonymous said…
P.S. that was an open invitation, so you can't say that I never invite you over!!! :)
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