love story

"...I asked Jesus 'how much do you love me?' and He stretched out His arms and died."

7.30.2006

summer fun

popsicles flip flops sunbathing splashing around in Lake Michigan going out to eat every Sunday night after church baby showers bridal showers weddings birthdays coyote hangout rollerblading sun-kissed faces pink lip-gloss baseball games college ministry at Moody amazing quiet times on the beach Colorado Camp sleeping in late Caris tineret singing in the rain one-on-one time with friends iced raspberry white chocolate mochas ...

these are a few of my favorite things!





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COUNTDOWN: 11 days

7.29.2006

banANA's birthday !! :D






7.27.2006

**SIGH**

I've discovered a secret spot to do my devotionals and it's AMAZING!!! :D

7.22.2006

Please stop doing this to yourself.

Dear Friend,

I love you so much... so SO much... and it's killing me to watch you enter this vicious cycle yet another time.

You are so precious- not only to me and the people around you but to GOD. He loves you so much! Can you imagine how much it grieves Him when we walk outside of His will?!

You have so much potential! You're such a leader! God has given you many gifts! HONESTLY! You're such an evangelist-- I remember when you used to bring new people to church every week... that's AMAZING!! That's something that God empowered you to do.

But you know what? There's nothing that Satan wants more than to bring down a strong member of the church.... there's nothing that he wants more than to see you falling away from God. And I think he's successfully deceived you into believing that what you are doing is o.k. because you are just having "fun".

Run from the temptation! God is on your side and He will help you overcome this. Make the right decision! Make the sacrifice! It's not worth risking your spiritual growth for a friendship/relationship that will inevitably fail. It's NEVER right to put a boy before God.

It's hard to act normal around you... because behind my smile, my heart is aching so much....




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Countdown: 19 days

7.20.2006

A little while ago, my parents were sitting in their room talking and I decided to join them- I plopped myself on their bed, in between them. I looked kind of funny because there wasn't much room for me, and my legs dangled off the side of their bed. We spent about an hour or so talking about ... well... life. Even though all we did was hold a coversation, I felt very nostalgic.

There's something very special about my parents' bed. I don't know how to explain it. Every time I got sick as a little girl, my mom would care for me in her own room. She would place me in her bed, keep me warm and comfortable, rub my back, give me some kind of homemade remedy. I think that's why I always recovered so quickly! And that's how I knew her - as my nurturer, as my comforter, my nurse...

In kindergarten, I got home earlier than the rest of my siblings- so my mom would feed me, we would watch Days of Our Lives together (that's how she learned English!) and she would put me down for a nap (in her bed, of course!) and I would wake up when my dad got home.... my big, strong father, whose presence commanded the attention of everyone in the house. He was exhausted from a long day of working two shifts. And that's how I knew him- as our provider and the authority of the house.

I never slept with them both in the bed at the same time - that would just be weird - but I know that I am always welcome to relax in there, to laugh with them, or to bury my head in their blanket if I need a good cry.


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COUNTDOWN: 21 days

7.18.2006

More Colorado pics








7.17.2006

I love MARTA.

Tonight was really special because I got to talk to my cousin Marta. She's definately a huge blessing in my life... she's the type of person that you can be separated from for a long time, but then when you reconnect with them it's like time or distance never had an effect on the relationship. I just want the world to know that I love Marta. And all her siblings. And her parents.

Please pray for my uncle (as well as my mom... as well as Elias' mom) because their health is failing them... all we can do at this point is get on our knees before God and pray on their behalf.

7.14.2006

"OOOOH No, You NEVER let go!!!

... through the calm and through the storm...

oh no, you never let go
in every HIGH and every low!

And i will fear no evil for my God is with me... WHOM THEN SHALL I FEAR?!"




Best song EVER!!!!




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Countdown to Ema & Art's visit: 27 days!!

7.13.2006

HaPpY bIRtHdAy


to one of the biggest loves of my life! I love you Sparky!

7.11.2006

The whole group :D

CAMP camp CAMP camp CAMP camp CAMP!!!

I'm baaaaack! Colorado Camp was ridiculously AWESOME and I'm so happy to share everything that happened this past week. Thank you to everyone that prayed for us!! Here's a summary:

Saturday, July 1 : Met at church parking lot at 5:30 am... so happy to see the Detroit people... everyone loaded up into vans. I sat by Gloria, Rachel and Naomi. Eunice, Becky & Denise sat in back. I asked Gloria to tell me her testimony and she did... beautiful time. The girls made me laugh soooo much. Beginning of new friendships. They taught me how to play "war". I gave them my trademark lecture.

Sunday, July 2 : After 17 hours of driving, God brought us safely to camp. The mountains are SOOO beautiful and remind us of our Creator. We unpack in our cabins and meet in the main lodge for introductions. Then dinner. Then Chapel- Fr. Rusu talked about the lame man that Jesus heals in John 5... like the lame man, we sometimes come up with excuses that delay our healing. When do we ever just say, "Lord, I want you to heal me NOW!" ?? We shouldn't focus on the "if only's" in life. Then he talked about the three biggest fears in our lives - the fear of being rejected, the fear of criticism, and I forgot the third. We shouldn't let these fears get in the way... Jesus offers Himself as our main resource, our provider, our healer...

The praise and worship team is super awesome. Loved the selection of songs. Got emotional because I realized that too often, I approach God without the reverence that He deserves...

Monday : We do individual devotions at 9:15 everyday, and they are so sweet. The topic is "purity"... this is what Fr. Rusu was supposed to speak on but at the last minute he changed his mind. The whole week I pretty much made my own connections between the two. He talked about Joseph and how he understood the important- that he wasn't a servant of Potiphar's... he was a servant of the Lord. He also understood that it was God that brought him there. This is what kept his integrity and self-control when he was seduced by Potiphar's wife.

We had a small group volleyball tournament. My team totally ROCKED but for some reason we only got third place. Hurt my knee diving for a ball but it was worth it.

Chrissy and I led a small group and I LOVED IT LOVED IT LOVED IT! because the girls were so open and weren't afraid to become vulnerable.... we prayed for one another and it was great.

Tuesday : Patricia and Luisa were in my cabin and they were such a blessing for me. They are some of the most consistently-strong Christians I have ever met in my life (we know them from our mission to Romania last year). Since they have only been in America for two weeks, Eunice and I felt it was our obligation to teach them some lingo from the hood, like "HOLLAR!" and "sugar daddy" or as Luisa likes to say, "sugar father".

Most of the group went on a hike in the mountains. I went with a smaller group to Denver so that we could watch the world cup semi-finals. Gloria, Eugene and I got distracted by a Starbucks nearby and went there... ended up having a very deep and productive conversation.

Wednesday : WHITEWATER RAFTING! such a blast! the river was fast and wild and it started pouring... too bad our guide kept shouting at us, saying that we were "horrible" and we didn't know "how to follow directions". LOL. He was kind of psycho.

Fr. Rusu talked about what it means to have a pure heart... it's probably one of the hardest things in the world to be the king of your own heart. But we can be driven by purity if we understand that (1) all my life plans belong to God, (2) God is the highest... and above my heart, and (3) All praise belongs to God and not to me. Yesterday he talked about marriage.. and if we don't wait for God's plan, or if we rush His promises, we could potentially turn a blessing into a curse.

Testimony night----> probably the most amazing night because so many people shared their story of salvation... or shared what God has been teaching them. I've never heard so many beautiful prayers before in my life.

Thursday: Small-group relay races. I feel so guilty that I made my small group lose by 1 point... because I lost the pie-eating contest.. TO MY LITTLE SISTER! argh!

Game show was hilarious... good times were had by all.

Friday: Soccer tournament. Didn't feel like playing so a few of us girls ran some errands with Sebi's wife.... DUUUUUUUUDE Sora Anca is like the most amazing woman ever!!!! She's so wise for a woman that's only in her early thirties. It's too bad she lives so far away.

From Fr. Sebi: Limitations have benefits because they are a way of protection. Sometimes obstacles and restrictions can be a blessing. The prodigal son, while he was away from home, became a slave to his own desires because he didn't have any restrictions. It's important to obey our parents because they know best. I asked him, "what happens if your parents impose a standard on you that isn't necessarily Biblical?" He didn't understand what I was asking, so I clarified over lunch... for example, what would I do if my parents told me that I couldn't marry someone simply because he wasn't Romanian? Hehe Fr. Sebi def had a lot to say about that...

Saturday: packing and ready to go... we played one last round of the Blinking Game. All the non-Chicago people took off around 1... it was so sad to say goodbye!.... but we (Chicagoans) were stuck waiting for our vans to arrive... we were so bored out of our minds that we wrapped Naomi in serran wrap.

once the vans arrived we decided to drive through the night... at a gas station in Nebraska we saw a herd of the most ginormous cockroaches ever... and I couldn't wait to get home.

Sunday : HOME!!! my parents made mici for us when we got home and it tasted AMAZING after a week of camp food.

Had a hard time falling asleep that night because I had so many praises on my lips....